Time for a change

Gosh it is a long time since 1979. Upfront I should say that I am not a particularly political animal – I’m a bit like my father who categorized the parties as “All as bad as each other”, or my grandfather who stood as an independent candidate in Wolverhampton in the distant past because he didn’t think the other candidates were representative of the population. Apparently he did very well – but I have no idea of the year or constituency.

What it is worth saying is that there comes a time when a change is needed. In my opinion, like 1979 that time is now. The big difference now is that there is less of a clear distinction between the parties. In the intervening years they have all gravitated towards the centre. Has anyone heard much of phrases like “right wing”, “socialist”, “left wing” during this campaign? Didn’t think so.

In 1979 I was a young business student, and Thatcher represented a clear change, a clear alternative to ropey Labour governments, Union led Britain and rubbish piled in the streets. Admittedly it was brutal after the election and for a few years afterwards, but she was a leader, and the country changed – it needed to. When Blair won, it was at a time when the Tories were past their peak, they had been in power too long. The good early Thatcher year politicians had given way to grey, weak people. Again the country needed change and for the first few years Blair (or was it Brown as Chancellor?) delivered.

My dilemma is this: when a country needs change, it needs new, fresh thinking and clear, real leadership. I just can’t see it in the current crop of leadership candidates. Cameron is altogether too smooth for his own good, can look flustered and seems to base everything on “not doing what they did”; Clegg is a more impressive man but at best will have an influence on a hung parliament (never a good long term plan), and frankly Brown is not a leader – after all of the years poking away at Blair to get his chance he has blown it – my guess is that he is not a pleasant man at all. Incidentally are we sure he said “bigot”? It has been suggested that he actually said “big foot”.

So what to do? Well I will vote for change. Not out of massive confidence in anyone, but out of the recognition that things are cyclical and that the current Government is past it. If this sounds downbeat, it is. In my humble opinion we are not in for a period of massive and invigorating change, rather a period of turgid policies and tax rises (whoever wins) out of which a new leader may emerge.

Am I the only one struggling to see anything remarkable at all this time around?

looking for an answer

Coincidence? I don’t think so

My mother-in-law Eira is a lovely woman with a heart of gold. Due to various incidents over a number of years, we have thought of her as being mad as a box of frogs, and this has earned her the nickname "Frogs".

She just announced that she has hooked up with a group of ladies she used to work with before her retirement called, Fairwater Retired Old Girls Society. Yes you guessed it, her new group is called FROGS.

Coincidence? I don't think so.

Tai Chi

I used to do Tai Chi some years ago, but after a couple of years of it I got all tied up in work, and let it lapse. This week Ruth and I decided to give it a go together. Ruth had never been before. It was a less formal group than the one I had previously belonged to. Instead of the strict adherence to 48 forms that I had been used to this version was only doing 18 forms, and may extend to 24 in time. It was so good to be back doing it again.

What was really interesting to me, was how quickly the bug sets in again. In a busy busy life Tai Chi gives a complete exercise system, but perhaps far more importantly a quiet place during the week. There are lots of ways to get exercise but this always seems to quiet the mind as well as moving all the muscles around. The constant surprise with Tai Chi is how such slow movements can be so tiring. At the end of the session I was absolutely exhausted, but glowing.

My fascination with Tai Chi started many years ago on a business trip to Tel Aviv. I looked out of my hotel room window and saw someone doing Tai Chi (at least I think it was Tai Chi) in the early morning light, in the waves, on the beach. Apart from the fact that they were probably just a poser, it looked incredibly cool and stressfree. It only took me five years after seeing that to muster up the courage to go along and try.

Anyway, I thought it might be worth sharing a picture of where I see myself in many years time. I will be that small man in the park, probably dressed in blue, doing Tai Chi with a bunch of equally elderly people, who will be smiling and amazingly supple.

If you haven’t tried it, seek out a class and give it a go.

Stream of Consciousness Blogging

I think I have found a new game :). Here is what you do, buy MacSpeech Dictate for your MAC, install and train it – and it has to be said it works astonishingly well when the headset is on, and the microphone positioned correctly.

Then forget to turn it off whilst having Word open, take the headset off and put it on your desk, then have a normal conversation with someone. MacSpeech Dictate will then partly pick up what you are saying, partly miss it, and partly get it completely wrong.

What you get is a stream of consciousness page of text in Word, containing best interpretations by the application. Take a look at this:

"My wife is attacking my left foot with instruments of torture roll with just two very very gently and that when you brush down over it then you moved it back on putting pressure on the not right when you rub it at the same point in every streak of rubbing press harder and it hurts now there rightly described over something very likely there that would see that it was touching it all will obviously I am because it hurt although she won't die before the end of the day there they were set up a full code to do than to an income and white white downwards slightly now know again but that's my molten metal there is actually there are now dancing I say yeah.


The home built likewise down slightly on the now again this hotel is it really comes I might publish this to the well I didn't say anything and we saw the stream of consciousness blogging into shiny."

There will be a prize of some sort for the best (clean) interpretation of that by comment. Weird or what?

Keep up with me?

So that is the challenge I gave to the team at work when we got back after Christmas and that’s the kind of year it’s a gonna be!

This isn’t a work blog, its a me blog, but as I don’t really do long lists of New Year resolutions I thought it was worth saying what is going on and what is going to be going on this year – it is a big big year this year.

We have two companies which grew 50% in the last financial year. That is great but not enough. The challenge to the team in the companies is to keep up with me during this year whilst we transform the companies and achieve a multiple of that growth rate this time around.

The family is likely to be starting a new business this year – not me so much as the rest of them, so watch this space! Looking for a Wales based cartoonist to help out.

I’m writing a book in my (yeah I know) spare time – does anyone know of a fledgling graphics person who might like to get involved?

I have a list of things that are not resolutions but are more things I would like to fit in this year:

Restart Tai Chi (lessons already booked)

Do more Paying it Forward

Do lots more Guerrilla Gardening

Try wild swimming

Get a tattoo

Drop a belt size

Have a really good holiday this summer

Dogs and snow

I heard a story yesterday about a family with a husky that went out in the snow, dug a shelter for itself and refused to come back in. Well Gizmo our Cairn is a rufty tufty sort of dog and also had to be persuaded to come back in yesterday, but after a walk had to be put in a sink of luke warm water to defrost himself – why? Take a look below & you will see that he had been collecting snowballs!

Happy New Year to you all, stay warm!

Hypnagogia – a great state, or am I dreaming?

I can never remember the word hypnagogia, partly because I don't speak Greek and partly because the only time I think of it is when I wake up after being in the state when I went to sleep the night before.

Hypnagogia is that warm fuzzy state you can be in when you are half awake and half asleep, where dreams are more vivid and all is calm. If it sounds like it is induced by something, it isn't – most lucky-sleep people go straight to sleep when their head hits the pillow, missing out the in between bit, most unlucky-sleep people never get there.

Wouldn't it be nice to be able to visit regularly? For me a short hypnagogic episode leads to a really deep and satisfying sleep and a feeling of well being, ideas and energy the following morning. Trouble is, I'm so knackered most evenings that the head hitting the pillow is an off switch.

Hypnagogia: A Bridge to Other Realities by Yun-Wen Shaw:

"To dream and altogether not to dream. This synthesis is the operation of genius, by which both activities are mutually reinforced."

The more I read about hypnagogia the more the idea grows on me,
naturally altered realities, Jungian Active Imagination, and theta
waves (which are neither Mexican , nor did they sing 'Walking on
Sunshine').

What's next? Sarawadgi – now there's a word to play with.

Christmas, well done with a train set

A little praise. I was at the Celtic Manor yesterday for a (successful) meeting. For those who may not know, the Celtic Manor Resort is where the Ryder Cup Golf tournament will be held in 2010. I’m not into golf (hitting a non-moving object seems a bit boring to me), but the venue itself is great for meetings and events and is local to me.

In the centre of the main reception area is a sunken area, which currently hosts their Christmas tree, and a huge Christmas train set. In an era of inflatable santas, neon house decorations and an amazing amount of Christmas tat (that usually starts being deployed in September), I wanted to take my hat off to the Celtic Manor for a tasteful, and beautifully turned out Christmas display. We all moan and whine a lot about how bad this is, or how that has deteriorated, well sometimes it is not so.

Class act – well done!

Noah? No-Aarrgghhh more like

Welcome to Usk in the autumn, this is the river just by our office:

Just been away for the weekend and got back to find that it had got
worse. Does anyone have a link to an Airfix Ark building kit? – think
we may need it this winter. Applications accepted from people with a
male and female pair of any animals, and if anyone has a cute female
Cairn terrier who could accompany Gizmo onto the Ark that would be
great as well. No-aaarrrrggghhh.